notes for mr. future

And I'm, I'm over-joyed
And I'm, I'm over-loved
And I'm feeling lucky like a little boy
Who's hiding under cover
And looking to discover
Every way to play the part inside this darkened cave
The meaning of life, well it starts at the nightlight
Close your eyes and I hope you see mine

And I've, well I've seen a thousand things in one place
But I stopped my counting when I saw your face
Erasing memory, well I feel as though I've never seen a face before
Until I saw your eyes
And they're smiling back at me through my tears
I've been counting all these years, oh
Suddenly the thousand things I've seen were nothing more than dreams of
Of you and me
You and me
Quietly at a standstill now
Fortunately you will, well you'll kiss me, I will
I will kiss you back

Oh the fact of the matter is
And I don't know what the later is, oh no way
See, I've always wanted to kiss you
But I, I always wanted to run from you
Because I've always wanted to miss you
And I, I always wanted to come for you

Risin Black Hole - Think of Love

Sometimes I wanna give you all the love that I have
Coz when you smile it seems all problems are vanish to the sky

Oh I.. was thinking
Why I need you more
Why I need you more

Sometimes I wanna give you all the time that I have
Coz when you die my world comes tumbling down in front of me
Oh I.. was thinking
Why I need you more
each day..

When I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be.. my wife

Sometimes I wanna give you all the love that I have
Coz you ain't say nothing when i wanna share my life with you
Oh I.. was thinking why i need you more
Would you marry me?

When I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love (when I think of love)
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be my wife
When I think of love (When I think of love)
I just think of you
I said I want you want you
to be.. my wife


:)

Quoted

"After careful consideration and many sleepless nights, here’s what I've decided. There's no such thing as a grown-up. We move out, we move away from our families. But the basic insecurities, the fears and all the old wounds just grow up with us. Just when you think life has forced you to truly become an adult, your mother says something like that. We get bigger, taller, older. But, for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying desperately to fit in." -Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy)

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Soundtrack of These Days

I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you
It was on a day just like this
You were wearing your black dress
Can I call you tonight
Can we talk for a while
I'm sick of living in black and white

I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
I'm feeling unsteady
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
So hear me say

Something better is coming up
It caught my eyes
Something brighter is coming up
It hurt my eyes

I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you
It was on a day just like this
I was wearing my black dress
The moment was golden when the days getting colder

I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
I'm feeling unsteady
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
So hear me say

Something better is coming up
It caught my eyes
Something brighter is coming up
It hurt my eyes

I've been trying a thousand times
To let you know
To let you go
But the phone is dead
I can't reach you

Pee Wee Gaskins - On A Day Just Like This

Quoted

"There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field."

- Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy: 2005)

Alhamdulillah

Guess it was all worth it after all : )