love song for no one

saya suka lagu ini
i love the lyrics and the idea of the song can simply makes me smile :)

"Staying home alone on a friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack there of
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who Im looking for
I'll know it when I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me.."
Love Song for No one - John Mayer

cengeng

saya ini sensitif dan cengeng.
saya selalu ga tahan sama kata2 yang menyinggung
saya mungkin bisa tahan diem2an, jutek2an, tapi engga bs kalo ada kata2 yg nyinggung yang keluar..

yeah, action does speak louder than words, but words can definetely cut you like a knife.

screwed up

2.45 in the morning and i'm still awake.
yap. pathetic.

if i were someone else, i would definetely yell at my damn pathetic self: "GET A LIFE, PLEASE!" right away at this very time.

been watching grey's anatomy 2nd season all nite, get emotional just by watching the drama between Mr. McDreamy, the Mistress, and the Satanic Wife. zzzz like i have no life of my own.

i screwed my obsession, and make it worse by watching the doctors in grey's anatomy doing all the surgeries, wearing those uniforms, speaking the medical language. ahh dammit!

i was like obsessed to be a doctor. like i didn't know what i want to be but be a doctor. and i was damn good at biology, i tried so hard, and i tried my best.

yah, but we're all humans, rite? we do the plan, God do the decision.

maybe it's not my destiny to be a doctor.
maybe i will have much much better life in this way.
maybe i will have much much better job in my future

but the thing is, i don't know what i want to be now.
i don't know what life will i have then
i don't know what kind of job will i do then

some people say that you just have to let it flow, well since there are no options for me to choose what to do now, maybe they're right

maybe i just have to let it flow.